Darkest Desire

*WARNING - contains MM, MMF Scenes, BDSM, some trigger points and BBW. Does have a HEA but not in the conventional way.* Darkest Desire is part of a series but can be read as a standalone. I love working for Eli and Daniel, being the new sitter gives me a reason to get up in the morning. But my heart no longer belongs to myself. I have fallen in love with not one but two strong alphas. The problem is they have no idea I even exist. I ‘m just the boring nerdy nanny. Living with men and women who live the BDSM lifestyle makes me wonder what it could be like. I see the love, the respect and that’s what I crave. My chance comes to find myself and maybe just to get that for myself, when I get an invitation into the exclusive club Ruby Rose. The problem is how can I safe guard my heart from the men who I really want?