Crashing Life

How many times does a girl have to die before she gets it right? My name is Claire and I'm seventeen. So far I've died eleven times and I'm coming down to die again. I really don't see why I need this lesson but it's my last. Between lives I live in a place called Geutron, which is often referred to as a black hole. You call us black matter but that's okay because we have a name for you guys. We call you breathers. I'll be hanging around with you for awhile because I'm coming down for my twelfth and final life. I can't wait to get it over with. Why? Because I'm dying to go through the thirteenth door.